"Have you ever felt intimidated? You know, feeling like someone is watching everything you do and judging you for it? I’ve felt like this like almost my whole life, I’ve felt criticized a lot and that has made me an insecure person, every step I take, every move and everything that I do or I don’t do, I think about it sometimes, like this self-awareness that kills me everytime I remember about it. I hate it, I’ve always felt like this and it feels like shit you know? I’m so glad that in the years that have passed I’ve felt less and less insecure, but it’s still there you know? And as a very obsessive person, having something watching over or around you everytime is exhausting, I don’t like it."